激你，让我看到他更的模样。”停顿。“他给自己背负了太多痛苦，边却连个陪伴的人都没有，可怜的男孩……我不敢动心。”

面带沧桑，神采却依然俊朗的文学教授眯起睛，惆怅起来：“我给不了他要的东西。”

“嘿，你不会是说——”Christian脸红起来。“我，我不是……”

“不，不是那个意思。”Dowen勉笑笑。“你也不上他。”

Christian的脸沉了去，虽然心里踏实。

“无论如何，请你让他快乐去……”

“可他本不听我的解释！我是说，我试过跟他歉！”

“我说的——无论如何。”Dowen的表变沉。“否则你过不了我的课……”

什么？！

这个人……这个课……这个……

这是他妈的什么大学啊？！

＊　＊　＊

I love sitting on the floor,

As we did before.

I love pying the guitar unplugged,

Which annoyed you a lot.

But you smiled.

I keep the door unlocked as usual.

You don’t even knock it.

It’s getting cold now,

You’re still in shirt in my dream.

Pale cheeks as snow.

I’d cuddled you but fucked you off.

Saw your blood filtering from your heart,

A scar I pierced.

Loneliness is stronger than love.

Loneliness is stronger than love.

I’ve learnt the word ego now,

That I used to hurt my doll.

I’m a coward weaker than a straw.

The infinite mess proves me a fou.

I’d cuddled you but fucked you off.

Saw your blood filtering from your heart,

A scar I pierced.

Loneliness is stronger than love.

Loneliness is fucking stronger than love.

Dear God,

Send me my bleeding doll,

I’ll cuddle him.

“Bleeding Doll”

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