冲动，想要告诉他那通电话的事，告诉他为什么我大学肄业，告诉他为什么我常常自怨自艾

话到嘴边，还是不知怎么开。或许他会觉得无关要，觉得我很傻，或许他本不屑知我的秘密。

诶。徘徊在嘴边的许多话语，最终，化为了一个字和一个笑。

☆、四 不是朋友

作者有话要说：　　前半段背景音乐：

quot;Marble Hallsquot; － Enya

I dreamt I dwelt in marble halls

with vassals and serfs at my side,

and of all who assembled within those walls

that I was the hope and the pride.

I had riches all too great to count

and a high ancestral name.

But I also dreamt which pleased me most

that you loved me still the same,

that you loved me

you loved me still the same,

that you loved me

you loved me still the same.

I dreamt that suitors sought my hand,

that knights upon bended knee

and with vows no maidens heart could withstand,

they pledged their faith to me.

And I dreamt that one of that noble host

came forth my hand to cim.

But I also dreamt which charmed me most

that you loved me still the same

that you loved me

you loved me still the same,

that you loved me

you loved me still the same.

四 不是朋友

我们的第一次吵架无疾而终，真是可喜可贺。心里有些懊恼自己没能和他赔个不是，毕竟事缘由在我。但每回话到嘴边，就是说不来。总想借着每晚帮他药的时候说些话调解气氛，但也是绞尽脑，比中的命题作文还难产。

估计再搽几天，这青就能褪了。一整瓶红油用掉大半，也搽得够久了；再不见效，我该去索赔了。这里痛是不是？我到那的时候，钟垒忽然浑泛汗，脸涨红的，问他是不是痛，他又不吱

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